Jump to content




Recommended Posts

well, its me, for those who actully remember me...


I have made a serious decision in my life, and right now, theres no one for me right now, i didnt know who to talk to..nobody gives a **** anymore, im so alone, i lost my happiness, my life is pure darkness... I dont want help, i cant get help since i cant talk anymore, i cant stay at the same spot for more then 10sec, i need the heaviest drugs to stay normal, not happy, just normal...I have no future, my friends ditched me, i practilly live on the streets...its funny how my life went from this high...to this low, ****, just cuz of one girl, that I gave myself too, for 5 months, i was everything to her, she was everything to me, but yeah, life ****ing sucks, i cant take it anymore, so i simply decided to end it, i know that its the way for me to be happy, nothing can actully make me happy, nothing, beside that, its the solution, atleast i wont feel anything anymore, ill be able to be happy, so yeah, why did i come here to say this? i dunno, i actully beleive u guys care, maybe not true, but right now i feel like u people care...its a miracle that i can actully type with all the tears going to my eyes, i wish i was a kid again, i was so innocent, didnt know about all of these problems, god, this is so painfull, its like, bleeding slowly, very, very painfuly, for 3 weeks, non stop, without seeing the solution, without any body, do u know how much its impossible it is to live, im not even living anymore, every day is survival, i never know if ill make it..but tonight, i give up, its 2h30 in the morning, ive had maybe 3h of sleep everynight for the past 3 weeks, my eyes are black, but i cant go to sleep, i cant fall alseep...


anyways, thanks for reading this, its scary to know that while u reading this right now, im not even alive anymore, im dead in the streets, its pretty scary if u ask me, so yeah, thats it for me...see u guys in hell, probably..


Charles Olivier Jurtschyschyn


Link to comment
Share on other sites

Oh man. Wait. Wait a second. Just let me write this down. Hang on. I'm scanning it. Wait. Just wait there a second. Oh man, my scanner is broken. Oh jeeze. This stuff always happens at the wrong time. Hang on, don't go just yet. I'll write it in photoshop... That's not working either! Now my computer has locked up.


Wait, hang on, I'll write it in MS paint instead. Okay here goes. Aww man, I deleted MS paint ages ago! NOW I remember.


That's it. I give up. Screw this.


1986 - 2003
Why didn't she
just type the 


EDIT: Hey, look, we're the same age. Did your mother stick cardboard all over the windows in your home on the year you were born? Mine did. She was all freaked out about this Chernobyl thing.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Holy bouncing buddah! He's gonna kill himself and leave his last words on an internet forum... meh, it's been done.


No seriously, this guy claims to be living on the streets and yet still has the time and resources to gain access to a computer long enough to write a heart felt message about his girlfreind leaving him and him going to kill himself.


Now, can anyone else remember this happening a while ago (I think this was before the forum merge so this is for the escapemi oldies). Someone claimed to be killing themselves because his parents died and his sister was beating him... then it just turned out that his sister had logged onto his account and written that as a joke, or so he claimed. I swear, if this is another one of them, I'm so gonna get this guy banned for inciting this kind of fear, this isn't the kind of thing to joke about, I'm sure I'm not the only one who's known someone to actually do something like this, so to be reminded with a joke is not nice, I'll tell you that now. So basically, if you own up now, I'll forget about it.

Link to comment
Share on other sites


This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.

  • Create New...