Darth_Yuthura

So I was hypnotised? Interesting. Yeah I knew what was happening, that the lights were 'controlling' me, so I just kept on telling myself 'shut your eyes, shut your eyes' and I managed to get out of it. It was terrifying.

As for the PTSD like symptoms, they did end long ago. Round about 2 years ago. From what I remember, every 5-10 minutes aprox., I tended to stop and see a flashbacks from my childhood... usually very random and didn't make sense, and when I came out of it, I couldn't remember what happened. My friends didn't believe me, what made it worse. When it happened, I felt really lightheaded and felt shivers run through me.

It's difficult to explain... but instead of 'thinking' about a memory, it was something I 'saw'... sometimes my eyes even played tricks on me, and say I was in a group of two people... I would blink and then they would be far away from me, talking about something/doing something, and when I came out of it, they just thought I was insane, because they hadnt done that.

I felt insane, too.