Darth_Yuthura

I don't know the solutions. Believe me, if I did I'd be trying to fix my problems. But how do you fix something that you've always been? :/

I know there's an issue, but that's only half of it. If I can only do half of the work, then I do need some help... and if my friends in real life aren't willing to listen, and the people online don't offer that 'closeness' real people do, it's troubling.

I'm scared! I don't know what I'm going to say. "Help, i'm depressed" >_> What if the counselor says 'we don't do that kind of thing here'? I'd be sooo embarassed!

Anyway, it's good that you don't need ambien to sleep. My mums tried to get 'kalms' or whatever that non perscription sleeping pill is, but I've refused. Don't want anything like that - I don't want to feel like I'm depandant on something to function. I'm just not like that.

In the last few weeks I've been told that I'm very 'resistant to facts' and 'can't stand things being wrong'... not me being wrong, just things.

You think that?