Canderis

That's fine. We never really did get too acquainted. IIRC SD Nihil introduced us.

I don't want to be unnecessarily intrusive nor lay a bunch of $*** on you. I may not be sure if I want to continue up with my studies of Shaolin Kung Fu but I am getting to know their philosophy from a book published by one of few Americans to gain the title of grandmaster. It helped me so I figure help others the way he helped me. I'll help you as best I can since you seem to be having a similar trouble now that I once had. It will be challenging for me, but I want to do this.