Merry Christmas!!

[Jared]

Originally posted by STTCT

When I first left home, I was the "bright" young age of 19. There were problems, I don't want to get into. However, I left home - with no where to go to. I lived out there for a year - friends houses, slept in my car. I didn't have a place to call home for a long time. I learned a lot though and I never went without some sort of a roof over my head. I'm sure it will be okay. Your mom can't get an apartment? A hotel room??

 

 

she's kinda...broke.

she had a good job...but...no...and she has some dream to do real estate, which is good when its good, but when its bad....its really bad.

its funny, everyone but me got offered a place to live with my mom's family.

but not me.

its like, they are trying to...teach me a lesson or something.

they said the family would always be there for me, on not to rely on my friends....blood runs thicker than water they said.

 

And now I have nothing.

I mean... its just....I see no future here, because there is none.

[Redwing]

Jared: Oh c'mon. You're only two years younger than me and you don't have THAT short of a memory - can you honestly say this is the worst situation we've been? Or even that something like this hasn't happened before?

 

We're not going to lose everything. Regardless of you-know-who's attempts to dump everything based on a religious analogy (you must get rid of everything! because it's POISONED from what's HAPPENED to you! because it's DROSS!! you know what I'm talking about) I don't think we're going to lose THAT much.

 

You can't say we have *nothing*...and you can't say we're gonna be bums, because that's hardly true. Well...except for HIM, but he's not really one of "we" anymore, is he? Not to mention that it's his fault (again, you know who I'm talking about)

 

Personally, I'd rather trade places with you right now - staying with mom versus grandparents - I don't care about sleeping in the van. I'm kinda scared about what our grandparents have planned for me (and if you're still wondering why they don't want to take you, isn't it obvious? you would just tell them to f*ck off)

 

Why I'm typing all this here and not telling you myself is beyond me (although it might have to do with the fact that I'm the only one awake in this half-empty house ^^;;)

 

 

Everyone else: I hope you're finding this entertaining! This is more angst than a soap opera XP (okay, maybe not)