Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Share Posted September 28, 2004 Just an odd poem written by myself, Single Split, Double Supress I am the half that carries the load that we have been set to bear I am the side that rips your soul open and that screams in the silent hell I can see the hell of both and bear the sorrow of three I reek of putrid hated and anger that festers inside of you The pain that I cause does it hurt you ? It makes me strong and scars the outer shell this mess of a soul I bear the scars do you hold the knife ? I hold nothing I am bled through you for now will I be ? I will never let you reap a bounty of sorrow from the hands of others Will you stop me again, you are weak and I can never die I am you You are me but we are not one we will never merge You cannot stop me trading my part essence with yours Then I will joyfully destroy myself The light of your soul will be blackened Whos to say it hasnt already ? You will never know my full extent, dare you ever create this ? I dare to do many things as you well know, I dare to die for you For me than we will die together I will bring you with me, my one true partener Wil we dance in the fire of perpetual sorrow ? Of in the full extend of supressed evil, and feast upon My childen ? Who else would I crave for Why not me or are you scared I already have you Do you, we are not a split fully Yet we are seperate Shall we fade now ? Yes lets us fade We will be I promise you that I know nothing else will be on my mind Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VampireNaomi Posted September 28, 2004 Share Posted September 28, 2004 Ooh, so dark! Great poem, I really respect everyone who can put words together and create something like that. I suck at poetry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 Thank you very much, I always thought that poetry is an extention of what the mind and soul go though, experince. They too are connected as is a poet to his or her work, a poem is merely an extention of the person and what they are or have become. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 Thank you very much, I always thought that poetry is an extention of what the mind and soul go though, experince. They too are connected as is a poet to his or her work, a poem is merely an extention of the person and what they are or have become. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 This poem is where this nickname came from, and the segement in my signature:) Anti-Merge Eyes open Surroundings become clear to the eye Unclear to the mind Restricted Chains of what that hold me down A blade thin as light Dark as what is to be created This is my final show The audience grows weary of this single double act The stage is rotten ready to be remade I hear you, I speak you We are to be no more I am of body and of mind Yet you are of pure poison I feel it the blade, the hand What is this I feel ? Take it away they scream I cannot see Nor can I feel But I know You have become solified You have been submerged into a bloody womb I am to be not but a memory They scream, A monster to be born I understand that I have taken my final bow no applause Skin festering, bubbling on me yet I cannot feel You have become We and I have been anti-Merged Yet we are still together, I the pain feeler, you the bringer of pain We are one still and now i fade into the resesses of mine own mind or ours We think, We feel, and yet I alone die I understand the anti-merge yet it is too late You have been born Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VampireNaomi Posted September 28, 2004 Share Posted September 28, 2004 *aplauds* That's a great one too! I didn't understand much of your poetry rant in the post above, but that's no surprise considering it was me reading it. I'm more a fan of fanfiction myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 Thank you, I just got into fanfiction, not GF just NG evangelion, its called love eva. Its based on a game based on a segment in the last few epsiodes:). So as you can imagine I aint the most interesting person here lol:p Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VampireNaomi Posted September 28, 2004 Share Posted September 28, 2004 Cool! I'll start watching that show next year. Maybe I'll be able to read your story then. I mainly write fics about Grim Fandango and Jackie Chan Adventures. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 Not mine lol, I wish. Its in a manga format Right to left. But better get your brains in gear for evangelion my poor head is still rattled from it that and love hina have me driven mad lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VampireNaomi Posted September 28, 2004 Share Posted September 28, 2004 Oh, sorry! I didn't read your post carefully enough. That happens to me a lot nowadays. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 No worries lol:) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 No worries lol:) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anti Merge Posted September 28, 2004 Author Share Posted September 28, 2004 May as well post another few rather than starting a bunch of threads:tsk: Unbirth In this maternal prision, Wrapped in the warmth of expectation My innocents soon to be destroyed My future self destruction instrument taking me early but reverse in the manner I have choosen Seperating in front of me the lights of nothing Faces not concerned with joy I emerge forth screaming bathed in my life force In the mist of death and despair I am naked as I shall always be No I scream I want to be with the bringer of my life Perspective stretching in not favored means of mine In the arms of a stranger, unknown to them what my mind possessed To see the future of ioslation, wrapped in a blanket of future pain and hatred Cold In the darkened room, the smell that means so much now That conjures up the pain I have felt in my future I never knew what I would lose What are these not part of me I know that some are of man but who are you ? I feel you inside I think of you as another Yet In my heart truly you are I We who are brought into a world of suffering Who did that know our first breath of air Would decide that we shall suffer eternally I would have bashed you tender brains onto the cold and sterile floor No thanks but at last no tear no need to understand You were born as the omega You future decided in the modern alchemy You were you a monster in the eyes of man Truly you have been unborn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZaXeriaw Posted October 15, 2004 Share Posted October 15, 2004 Hey, I wrote one too yesterday. It's for a giiiirl... How sweet, huh? I think there's alot of wrong grammers, buuut.... I haven't loved for about 3 years But you have brought back the tears and I don't think you wanna hold me 'cause we were not ment to be. It all started a summer afternoon we walked in the light from the moon I wanted to fall asleep for 100 years But I was scared, scared by my own fears My life was so surrealistic The love was still made of plastic But I wanted you to feel the love goin' from plastic to be real Now I want to take your hand But I don't think you would understand how much pain that are runnin' out of my brain I can't forget your cute little face I feel I'm sittin' with the ace of spades 'Cause I'm sittin' in a tent with you I really can't think that it is true We talked about dead, soul and sin at last you could see through my skin You was surrounded by a light that gave me some hope for winnin' the fight Now I have lost the fight I will never get you as my bride I can't see you in your eyes anymore That's one thing that's for sure Now I have the feeling that you don't even care 'bout I'm breatin' I just want to kill my soul 'cause then I'll have full control But I hope we will see eathother again And this time I only want to be your freind Maybe my love is still so deep that I again will fall asleep. ...and yes. It's a real story Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VampireNaomi Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 Wow... That's really, really beautiful! It even rhymes! Have you shown it to the girl? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZaXeriaw Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 Yerp. I wrote a poem a month ago, when I was a little crazy 'bout her, and this one, to tell it to her. Maybe the most stupid thing I've ever done. But I sent both of them 2 days ago... It was so freakin' sick Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VampireNaomi Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 What did she think of them? I would go crazy with love if someone sent me poems. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZaXeriaw Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 I don't know what she think of them. She said they were good, buuut...? But we are still good friends, but not the same as we was a week ago. That's sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VampireNaomi Posted October 16, 2004 Share Posted October 16, 2004 Aww... *offers an imaginary shoulder* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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