[fic] A Name Never Known

[Kyvios]

A Name Never Known

 

The air is stale in this forgotten tomb, light no longer exists in a place where no life should be. Trapped, so alone and trapped I wonder what brought me here, that things beyond my understanding brought me to this place? Brought me to a place of darkness and despair? My voice it fails me, the only thing that escapes my mouth is the air I breathe and the slight laughter of my mind gone mad. It’s not lost though; no part of me still clings to what little sanity I have to write this down. To write down my most terrible crime. Though I’m certain that once you read this, the crime will seem far less then what you were expecting. But for me… for me it signed it signed its name to my end.

 

They were my friends… my dearest friends… and I failed. I failed so utterly and miserably that this dark corridor that I have been confined too is only too fitting for my end. My acceptance of this eternal damnation. This beating in my chest, this organ called a heart why is it allowed to feel such pain? Such misery? In some ways it doesn’t seem fair, to having strong feelings for another only to have it stripped away in a moment, one… single moment…

 

Exploring is what we enjoyed most. All the planets in the entire galaxy wasn’t out of reach for us. We craved understanding, craved knowledge at its purest. Things untainted by the moral views of someone else’s eyes. And what we learned, we saved upon our ship that is now lost somewhere on this planet. What planet was this again? The name… I do not remember… could it have really been so long that I’d forget something that use to be crucial… or maybe…

 

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There… there we stood before the statue with in this tomb… this tomb… meant for one, but contains many. We just wanted to understand! Why couldn’t they just listen! They trapped us… trapped us like animals…and I… I helped them! I betrayed my closest friends! And for what… a few credits… a few stupid credits… But as always betrayal is met with betrayal. No one was supposed to die… no one… my friends I’m so sorry…

 

Damn them… Damn them… Damn Them!...

 

She looked at me the whole time and I did nothing, nothing to help her. The tears… her tears haunt my mind driving it closer to madness. As she looked upon me her brilliant blue eyes pierced my soul. Then it was done, and there she laid beaten, broken, and destroyed. Life was gone, completely gone… a cold lonely stare was all I could see from her…she… she was gone… And they didn’t even give him a chance, the first sound of a blaster signed his death in the darkest of blood I’ve ever seen.

 

Forgiveness… I wonder… if that is too much to ask for…

 

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…I feel so tired now… suppose time is running out. The infinite thing known as time coming to an end. Almost makes you want to laugh… guess I am in a way…

 

The pain in my heart… its gone… I see them, they’re waiting for me… my friends…peace is ama….

[machievelli]

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