Guest Brighteyesmonkey Posted May 24, 2001 Share Posted May 24, 2001 I'm gonna now abuse the fact that I will probably never meet any of you and be able to get this off my chest............ Last night all my friends from my university course went out to celebrate our last day at uni. All had a great time. But when it came to leave and finish the night off, the tears flowed. Everyone started to cry, one of my friends had to drag one of my girlfriends off me! Now for some reason my brain dosen't function like that. I don't show emotion unless it's fighting or something like that. So it didn't hit me till I got on my 3hour train journey home what had happened. What i'm trying to say is, try to realise when your about to say goodbye to someone make sure you say everything you want to otherwise you may never be able to again. And the next day your mind will be filled with things that you wish you would have said and or done. It's the old old saying....... "You never realise what you have until it's gone" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NiKo Posted May 24, 2001 Share Posted May 24, 2001 aaawww....brightey dont worry dude.....i know its rough! but you are a strong monkey with strong monkey needs!! so go on out there, look the world straight in the face, and say : "world, here i come!" sings: theres a new man in tooooown" ------------------ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Brighteyesmonkey Posted May 24, 2001 Share Posted May 24, 2001 Cheers bud. That put a smile back on my face. It's just really sad. I think one of ladies in the group liked me alot. She said she loved me but you know I was ****ed so sure we kissed and stuff but I didn't say anything. So because nothing was said about future plans etc nothing else will probably happen. Ok that isn't it but thats a main reason. What really got to me was the fact that they all said they would all never forget me and most of them whispered that they'd miss me most. They all got up and sang a song for me. The whole group! Do you know what that feels like!? All those friends that you'll probably never see again. I acted a div alot of the time and said alot of stupid things to make them laugh. I think they kind of knew I'm not really like that and was only doing it to cheer everyone up. Oh god this is bad I'm gonna go for a walk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NiKo Posted May 24, 2001 Share Posted May 24, 2001 you surely must have their phone numbers. call'em up and organize a group meeting.... thats what i did with my old school budds. ------------------ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natty Posted May 24, 2001 Share Posted May 24, 2001 I'll reply to this tomorrow sometime, I gotta go to bed coz I have to be up at 6am and it's 11pm now and I still gotta have a shower, I lurves ya Brighty and cheer up *smoochie* ------------------ Check Out My New Homepage, And Sign The Guestbook, Otherwise I'll Be Upset! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Brighteyesmonkey Posted May 24, 2001 Share Posted May 24, 2001 Thanks Natty. I feel better now. I've just got a text from one of em. Yeah one bloke took everyone's address and email/number etc And is gonna email it to us all. I suppose all I can do is keep pushing with this Europe trip thing. We did say we were gonna meet in London, and talk about it. Oh well i'm gonna end up goin to another uni next year. Then leave more friends behind and so the vicious circle will probably never end. We would all meet each other and stuff but we live o far away from each other. Scotland,Denmark,Manchester,Leicstershire. Miles from me! But it was just like the ending of a computer game. I won't mention cos it's a spoiler.But it was just the same. I stood there and one of my beautiful girlfriends ran up to me and cried on my shoulder.Then she started to hit my chest with tears streaming down her face,telling me we couldn't go.I just ran my fingers through her hair and assured her we'd all meet again. She was in such a state.Someone came and had to carry her into the taxi. Its just horrible that I just didn't really feel anything till the train home today. That's one of the worst things about it. Am I getting cold with age or what?! How does that song go........... MEMORIES! ALL ALONE WITH MY MEMORIES AND OUR DAYS IN THE SUN. (Cats) Well theres no point whinging I just wanted to be able to say it, get a response from friends that I won't have to face. Thanks you two. [This message has been edited by Brighteyesmonkey (edited May 24, 2001).] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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