Matt-Liell Posted May 11, 2003 Share Posted May 11, 2003 Thanks be to God! Well most my life I have been a shy little boy I tried being open but I would get beat up, tormented teased and stuff. I changed then and become that shy little boy who always seemed really serious and sad. Though to do drugs and drink though I would never do that. I used to be untied but I this year I switched to be a Catholic, my Grandfather said I was blessed but I didn't know why it was me, now I know. Before I got to the point where I would fake sick not to go to church, I changed myself to try to fit in though it was too late. It lessened the teasing though didn't eliminate it. Now I understand thats not important. Recently I was talking to some girls on MSN and they said I was soooo much different on it and I had split personalities. I just didn't beleive that and got quite defensive. Now in church I have a series of prayers I usually say for myself, my family and other people who want them (Yes RptheHotrod thats you bud! ) I also prayed for a great life in the footsteps of Jesus and God. I felt as if I was in a shell, that all changed about 10 minutes ago, I was in a convo with a girl (who recently broke of our date for a dance) and by the end of the convo I knew what to do! She kept saying I should bring more of the other mes together to school and I kept explaining, theres only one me but I realized I didn't even know me. We kept chatting and by the end I was crying, I know the path I must take in life God has Answered my prayers and I'm set to begin the winderful quest of life. Though it will take a little more time and more prayers I have been brought into the light by a miracle (the girl is really surprised she was part of a miracle lol ) And now I don't care what the others do I and find the real me and live out my life as God has planned! So my swampoes today is a great day for me and I will remeber every May 11th is the day I found the way. Well I hope your happy for me! Glory to God in the Highest! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jared Posted May 11, 2003 Share Posted May 11, 2003 *crickets chirp in backround* lol, just kidding, thats great. Congradulations:) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by TK-421 *crickets chirp in backround* lol, just kidding, thats great. Congradulations:) You making fun of my miracle! j/k Thanks man, I'm feeling great right now! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZBomber Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 Congrats Matt. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reborn Outcast Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 Word! Congrats Matt!!! I'm happy for ya. And if you ever need anyone to talk to... my AIM is bean16GA. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Thank you all! I've really feel I have accomplised something amazing. My lifes gonna be a whole lot better now! All I need now is a girl! WOAH Matt one miracle at a time! j/k Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acrylic Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by Matt-Liell Well most my life I have been a shy little boy I tried being open but I would get beat up, tormented teased and stuff. I changed then and become that shy little boy who always seemed really serious and sad. Dude...you are Creeping me out...we are linked by fate or something...dude...... But, congrats! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by AcrylicGuitar Dude...you are Creeping me out...we are linked by fate or something...dude...... But, congrats! Man whats up dude your like my Jedi Twin! And thanks! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acrylic Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by Matt-Liell Man whats up dude your like my Jedi Twin! LOL! *feels bad for leaving Z out. * Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by AcrylicGuitar LOL! *feels bad for leaving Z out. * Ah come on Acrylic and Z, Group Hug! Its a special day! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acrylic Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 *Joins hug and waits for Z* Cool to have 2 people same age as you in one forum eh Matt? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 Great to hear! I'll be praying. I guess I'm too old for the group hug... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by RpTheHotrod Great to hear! I'll be praying. I guess I'm too old for the group hug... Come on man join in the fun! Its a great day and I'm still praying for ya man! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Jed Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 What the hell, I'll join to. *joins group hug* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Another big part of this is one of my best friends my priest who was recently in the news! http://www.haltonsearch.com/hr/ob/story/1060580p-1265914c.html Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZBomber Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 I have arrived! *Join group hug* *Someone comes up and takes a picture and edits it in PS7* doh! But, congrats Matt. Glad you are having a miracle. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by ZBomber I have arrived! *Join group hug* *Someone comes up and takes a picture and edits it in PS7* doh! But, congrats Matt. Glad you are having a miracle. Thanks Z! It means alot to me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pnut_Man Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 That's awesome news matt! I saw your previous thread about the girl problems, I'm glad to see that the whole dilemma is finally solved. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
matt-- Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 Reading your post, I see that you tried many things, but, out of curiousity, have you tried to be yourself? Why give up who you are? A strategy will not work. Don't conform to popularity. Don't conform to nonconformity. Follow your heart and your instincts. I used to be the same way, then I just gave up adapting to the expectations of others, and I can honestly say that I am happy with, even love, my life. I would choose to change nothing about it if I were to be given the chance. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 *joins group hug* *then flips zbomber over his shoulder and pins him on the ground* Rar! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 12, 2003 Author Share Posted May 12, 2003 Originally posted by matt-windu Reading your post, I see that you tried many things, but, out of curiousity, have you tried to be yourself? Thats what I never knew, I got so confused in life, I didn't know who I really was and I never realized that. Now I do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mex Posted May 12, 2003 Share Posted May 12, 2003 *Hugs everyone* Good for you matt! Not you Matt-Windu! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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