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So I was kinda bored and depressed with how the world is so what do I do? I wrote a song. Ya, ya, ya...I know it sucks, but who cares? I just wrote what came into my head. Oh by the way, this song involves religion and a guy who has a boyfriend. Might be a bit controversial so you know...don't read it if you don't want to...and all that jazz...ya...so here I go...yay...

Oh and just so you know...this isn't like, based on personal experience or anything like that. Just something my muse hit me with.

 

God Loves Us All

 

Love can find you when you when you least expect, especially at home

(heh) I thought we were just good friends but it blossomed into more

When he leaned in to touch my lips my heart burst with joy

I can’t believe it, I feel like I’m flying with him in my arms

 

But then we both came crashing down as my parents entered the room

And suddenly horrified screams assaulted my ears

He was thrown out and I was sat down, the Bible was thrust in my face

And all I could hear were words of damnation

 

I don’t get it, I thought God loved us all

Isn’t that what they preach nowadays?

I don’t get it, I thought we’re supposed to tolerate each other

Isn’t that what they teach nowadays?

I don’t get it. I just don’t get it

 

I hear my mother cry and sob, my father screams of hell.

I can’t take these words of shame washing over me

I get up and run from my comfortable house that now holds only fear

And I run until I think I’m safe.

 

I stand in front of my old church, aren’t these things supposed to be inviting?

I sit and wait for the pastor now, he comes with a big smile.

I cross myself and then being to cry. “What troubles you my son?” he asks

I tell him of my tale and suddenly all I hear is hell.

 

I don’t get it, I thought God loved us all

Isn’t that what they preach nowadays?

I don’t get it, I thought we’re supposed to tolerate each other

Isn’t that what they teach nowadays?

I don’t get it. I just don’t get it

 

I can’t take this torment anymore. Does no one understand?

The people I love have turned against me.

No one trust me anymore, I am a disgrace to them

My parents said they’d always support me (all lies)

 

This empty hole in my heart now, burns with great pain and ache and I wonder if I’ll die

And if I die where will I go, ‘till now there was no doubt, all I can see are red flames

It’s only love, I was born this way, it’s not my fault. God, please don’t hate me now

Hate is something people do, I never thought He could too, but now I’m not so sure

 

I don’t get it, I thought God loved us all

Isn’t that what they preach nowadays?

I don’t get it, I thought we’re supposed to tolerate each other

Isn’t that what they teach nowadays?

I don’t get it. I just don’t get it

 

Every place I look for comfort all I see is red, how can I be damned by just one kiss?

I look to end this doubt, I’m willing to do anything, suicide would damn me even more

I can’t believe I’m considering this, I used to be so happy.

How can one moment make everyone hate me?

 

I’m about to end my life but then I see a light and someone is in front of me

Words cannot describe his smile, how is he hovering there? Wait, he’s standing on air

My heart hammers in my chest, what is happening now?! Then his lips are on mine

Love rushes through me, it feels so strong and all thoughts leave my mind as he whispers

 

“God loves us all”

 

I don’t get it, I thought God loved us all

Isn’t that what they preach nowadays?

I don’t get it, I thought we’re supposed to tolerate each other

Isn’t that what they teach nowadays?

I don’t get it. I just don’t get it

 

I pull back and stare at him, he wipes my tears away and just like that he flies into the sky

Suddenly I start to laugh and joy bubbles from my heart, as I feel it start to mend itself

I’m ready to face the world again, my parents will understand

And if they don’t I know I will survive

 

God is with me at this time, I can feel his presence near, my love for him will shine.

Suddenly I turn around and I see him come towards me, just like that I fall into his arms

He wants to know what my parents did to me and if I’m all right.

He hugs me tight and cries at their harsh words, he gently whispers to me

 

I don’t get it, I thought God loved us all

Isn’t that what they preach nowadays?

I don’t get it, I thought we’re supposed to tolerate each other

Isn’t that what they teach nowadays?

I don’t get it. I just don’t get it

 

I smile and tell him that he’s right, that God is here with us, and the Lord knows no hate.

He asks me how I know for sure, I tell him I just do

Together we walk away, lovers hand in hand and I’m so happy I could fly away

I’ll never doubt His love again for what they say is true: God loves everyone

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Thanx Genota!! I try :)

Wacky- I want to get it publised at some point, I just don't know where. I figure I'll keep writting poems and songs and just make them into a small book, lol. I already have like...15? Something like that.

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Originally posted by Death

Thanx Genota!! I try :)

Wacky- I want to get it publised at some point, I just don't know where. I figure I'll keep writting poems and songs and just make them into a small book, lol. I already have like...15? Something like that.

 

Well I smell something, but I don't think it's a book!

 

*Sniff*

 

Aaaack! :eek:

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Originally posted by talldudeX

*confused*

 

Um sure, I'll just agree...

Let me try to put it in simple terms

 

Death: An RPG character created by Jess

 

Jess: Wackjob who uses "Death" as her SN here at Aresen.

 

EAP: Tackled Jess.

 

(Death: Raises an eyebrow.)

 

*runs and hides*

 

:D And if that didn't help i will use Reds method of explaining through smilies.

 

:confused:

:chop1:

:drop2:

:urpdude:

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