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Sam Fisher

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I had a good day, me and a friend that is a girl, gave Eachother gifts. I gave her a box of chocolates, and she gave me a flower. Well, its turns out that she liked the stuff, and showed it to the people at my table, and alot of the girls got mad I didnt get anything for them.....I feel like a bad person now :(

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Some ****ing Valentines that was!

 

Okay, so I don't have to worry about it, as my g/f hates it and all romantic stuff.

 

But when your loyal friend and pet of 16 years dies due to marrow cancer in his jaw...

 

2 days. Everything happened in 2 days.

 

He was diagnosed, they took him in an operated to try and save him, but no....

 

He died, with my poor frenzied and upset Mum at his side. I had the choice to go and be there, but I wanted to remember him the way he had been last time I saw him - healthy, happy, energetic - HIM. I couldn't stnad to see him like that, although when he went, he was laying down the way he would in the hallway at home, with eyes partly open as if to check he didn't miss anything.

 

He was put to sleep, then put TO SLEEP.... Mum gave him an individual kiss from everyone and said goodbye for all of use.

 

It hurts all the more as he had some health problems just before X-Mas. Operated and everything. Said that he was in briliant health for a dog his age, and that he was likely to live another 2 years....

 

He got two months of those two years.

 

I am happy he was not left to suffer, and I think that sunk in very quickly, but it is, for me, the first meaningful death that has occured.

 

That bubble of invincibility is gone - death is going to start striking those closest to me when he wants, and nothing will stop that.

 

I am not religious, but I do believe in the idea of Guardian Spirits.

Mine is a wolf, and I now believe Gremlin is with my Guardian Spirit, keeping each other company, watching over me...

 

I'll miss you boy.

 

[edit]Sorry for bringing a downer, but you guys all know that we seem to be able to share anything, and feel much better for it, so thanks.[edit]

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