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K_Kinnison

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Got some good sleep last night for a change... but it didn't really make me feel any better.

 

Life just kinda sucks right now... though not in any exceptional way.

 

It's not an unbelievable level of suck; more like the day-to-day normal baseline level of suck. It's just not moving out of that zone at all.

 

Work. Eat. (Some) sleep. Repeat.

 

No fun. No social life. No exercise.

 

Basically: none of the things that might make life at all worth looking forward to when you wake up in the morning.

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no social life? no exercise? wtf happened man!!?

 

just got back from taking the pt test....i ****ed up on the situps (wasn't going down all the way) and i need to cut 2 minutes off the 2 mile run (my time was 18:26). i did like 50+ pushups though. my recruiter said that once i pass the test there, i'll have to take another one in front of the 1st Sgt before they send me down to MEPS.

 

got reweighed and measured, i somehow grew an inch taller, guessing it's because of working out and now i have better posture and don't slouch as much. I weighed in at 190, and i'm 5' 9".

 

going to request thursdays off now since they're doing future soldier stuff there (pt, drill & ceremony, land nav, etc).

 

it feels good waking up at 5-6am and seeing how much time i have to work out and do stuff.

 

still kinda sucks that i didn't pass it. i know what i need to improve on and i'm only going to get better, and once i get to basic i'll be aiming for a 300 on the apft score.

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god, you should know where the pass/fail is 15...

 

it only took me til my third PRT to find that out, even when I went up an age bracket i knew then what it was... >.>

 

x2

 

its on the web.

 

if its a struggle to pass the test I would think about MOS's other than say...infantry

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Well... the summer is over. Back to working long hours 6 or 7 days a week.

 

this is my 2nd week doing 6 days in a row....today is day 6. i'm off wednesday and thursday. :) then i don't know what i work..

 

checked out Firefight mode in ODST.....it's pretty cool, though i only solo'd it, can't wait to try it with friends!

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I hear you on the suck, ed. It's what I like to call...the Suck Zone. I seem to be a permanent resident. Oh, sure, nothing disastrous is happening at the moment, and that's good, but nothing good is happening either, and every time I try to make something good happen, the Suck Zone just sucks me back in. It...um...sucks.

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no news is good news?

 

just ran about 6 miles.....well sortof, took breathers in between the miles. my 3 mile time was crap-32 minutes (i stopped a few times) so that's 8 miles for the day. did that all with only 2 pieces of toast and a bowl of oatmeal....now i'm starving so made some macaroni & cheese. gotta go work 3-9 then i'm off the next 2 days. might go hiking tomorrow then out with some friends to see zombieland and go for some wings afterwards. :)

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Yeah... like I said: No major tragedies to speak of. So that is... well,.. good, I guess. So, yes: in that respect: no news is good news, I suppose...

 

But, then there is all the normal, almost constant every-day annoyances that lead to a general feeling of dissatisfaction and angst.

 

And while it's not in the same league as a death in the family, loss of a job, or breakup of a long-term relationship... it does wear one out when carried out long enough. Especially when it's unrelenting and shows no trend towards letting up or improving in the near term...

 

At least sudden and shocking tragedy causes one to rethink one's existence, and start a process of coping and healing... long-term stagnation typically causes the opposite.

 

At least it does in my case... :dozey:

 

But while things aren't bad... I'm not particularly happy at the moment. Not depressed... just dispassionate and unfocused at the moment. Aimless.

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So I survived yet another concert tonight. A couple of jazz bands. Pretty easy... despite almost nothing in the way of pre-production information. (And what little there was was mostly inaccurate. :rolleyes: )

 

However,.. I have decided on my sole goal in life from this point forward:

 

To discover the EXACT dollar amount that a "crazy loner" starts getting described as an "eccentric recluse"... and then get myself on the positive side of that.

 

:dozey:

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work was hilarious yesterday....they put all our supplies on a shelf behind some pallets, and my supervisor gave me a list and said me or the other guy (who i wrote a statement about that got "lost") has to make sure our supplies are filled in the lab, meaning every night one of us works we have to check it...it took like an hour getting all the stuff, having to move pallets and then getting on a ladder and basically just throwing it off onto the floor (beats walking up and down the ladder several times, if the stuff falls on the floor and breaks it really shouldn't have been placed that high to begin with, imo) so at first i was like '**** this ****!!' and a bit pissed, but i got thinking 'hmm... it's going to be hilarious seeing mr i-phone "try" to get them supplies'

 

we have this stupid camera inventory audit thing we do and my supervisor assigns it to a different person every day, well on saturday i did it, all you do is check off all the cameras serial numbers and make sure they match whats in the book. i messed up on one, and the next day when he went to do it, he copied my mistake instead of looking at each serial number and doing it right.

 

if i see his i-phone out again i might go straight to the store manager. he's got weekly maintenance on the printer, he worked saturday and sunday (saturday being start of the week) and NO maintenance was done on the printer at all. his next days of work are thursday and friday or something like that, so i guess he has 2 days left to finish it. i'm highly doubtful that it will get done. he left early on saturday without permission and sunday he disappeared after i left (according to my supervisor). i'm tired of getting coworkers that don't have any initiative to do any work, and get away with stuff that i would get fired over.

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Dumb day at work.

 

Meetings. Then some meetings. Then lunch. Then some more meetings. Then I went home.

 

Life is still basically craptastic... though my mood has lightened (somewhat.)

 

Tonight: I think I'll have something to eat; re-string my Strat; check out ODST; then read a bit until I fall asleep.

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today when I was waiting for a veterans club meeting at the school, I ran into an Amry ROTC guy just going away on a piano in one of the ballrooms

 

this guy was awesome, literally

 

he said he had been playing since he was 5yrs old, and it showed or rather it was heard.

 

things like that I would like to learn a little :3

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