Tyrion Posted September 13, 2003 Share Posted September 13, 2003 Mostly because when you were a kid, you either are too ignorant to understand death, or you never had anyone you knew deeply(excluding grandparents) die. Then when you get older, you still feel like that. Until life kicks you in the ass. Let's just say he's in a better place right now(which is probably true, considering how depressing and cruel life can be). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KBell Posted September 13, 2003 Share Posted September 13, 2003 the key to living a sucessful life is staying away from depression in my opnion. When i see a person depressed, that usually leads to drugs, and that leads them to giving up, and i dont respect quitters at all. So Sith, try keeping your head up instead of moping, no matter how hard it is, cause depression can lead to some very bad things. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Khier Posted September 14, 2003 Share Posted September 14, 2003 That would be pretty horrible to go through, you certainly have my sympathies, InsaneSith. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kjølen Posted September 14, 2003 Share Posted September 14, 2003 Oh Dear. =( I feel terrible Sith. I couldn't iagine what it be like to loose a close friend. Why I havent even lost any friends that I remotely know. (My sisters friend died, but I didnt know him, and My Grandpa died, that was pretty sad.) I'm praying right now, for everyone and everything. I hope you feel better. =/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cmdr. Cracken Posted September 14, 2003 Share Posted September 14, 2003 I'm sorry man, that's like suckage^7. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lost Welshman Posted September 14, 2003 Share Posted September 14, 2003 Man, I'm Sorry InsaneSith. If that every happened to one of my friends I'd lose it. I mean, I've lost enough people in my life already, and everything in my life is fubar. You have my deepest sympathies Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Clemme w/Stick Posted September 14, 2003 Share Posted September 14, 2003 I'm relieved to hear that they caught Harris and his dad. From what your describing I dont wanna think about what they did to him, before actually killing him. I mean beating him with a bat and afterwards killing him, thats just cruel . Its always sad to hear about a killing and it it really hurts me when its a highschool kid, with his whole life a head of him, is just sad. Once again you have my sympathy. -Clemme Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
B00thbe Posted September 14, 2003 Share Posted September 14, 2003 I'm really sorry man. I'm glad that they caught Harris and his dad, its always tense trying to find people like that. Best of luck to you IS, it wasn't your fault. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ForceMaster Posted September 15, 2003 Share Posted September 15, 2003 You and his family has my deepest sympathies. Life's not f***ed up, the world is! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Homuncul Posted September 15, 2003 Share Posted September 15, 2003 I'm really sorry man. It's terrible to lose friends like that. I'd kill those murderers if I could. Something's very very wrong with this world. I'm not the one for optimistic wishes but I wish you be strong. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vegietto Posted September 15, 2003 Share Posted September 15, 2003 man that is a shame i feel sorry for u man i hope u our ok u our in my prayers Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Sitherino Posted September 15, 2003 Author Share Posted September 15, 2003 Today is Daniel funeral, yesterday we went to the viewing, it just didn't look like Daniel. We're still trying to find the person who actually commited the murder. Apparently Harris told police Daniel commited suicide which couldn't be, first of all he was a happy kid, second he was shot in the back of the head, in a place it'd be impossible to reach. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted September 15, 2003 Share Posted September 15, 2003 Wow, I live very close to there too. I'm really sorry, man. You're in my prayers for sure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Sitherino Posted September 18, 2003 Author Share Posted September 18, 2003 Well, we buried Daniel on Monday. I'm still having a hard time coping with this. I've restarted taking therapy and psychiatric help. I don't know what to do really. I'm just so pissed off about the whole thing. Part of me keeps trying to put blame on someone so that I can just beat the crap out of them, but I know they aren't responsible. It's 1:41 A.M. I can't sleep, they took me off some meds that helped me sleep and now that I'm off them I can't sleep because I keep having these horrible visions of what was done to Daniel before he died, it's just not right that he was tortured before dying of shock. after he was shot in the back of the head and stomach he was beaten again for about 5 minutes(according to studies of the bruises) he didn't die for about an hour later while bleeding in the back of the head and from the stomach. Had he been found while still alive he most likely would have either been paralyzed or mentally challenged . I keep wishing it was me instead, I do this because Daniel had a great life going for him, he was succeeding in school, made lots of friends, he cared about everyone as though he had known them all his life. Me on the other hand, I'm not doing great in school, I have mental disorders out the ass, I'm so medicated to keep from going homocidal that I'm practically stoned all day, I don't have many friends, I hate going outside alot unless I'm with friends, I have nothing to do with my time but sit infront of the computer or TV, the medication I take makes me so tired when I stand up I feel as though I'm going to collapse and never get up, I'm angered easily, I'm not a very attractive person so relationships are rather hard to come by, I despise myself, I can't stand the way I have a million thoughts going on in my head and no way to organize or control them, my parents are divorced, most people in my life are doomed to die slow painful deaths, my dogs that I loved and bonded with have both run away and died, my cat was slaughtered by some b*tch ass jerks, I can't get a job, I have no way of getting money unless I partake in illegal activities(selling porn, pills, etc.), I'm the most apathetic person you will ever meet ( if anyone was more apathetic than me they'd be dead from starvation, due to not caring enough to feed themselves), I have some sort of sweat problem where I sweat feverishly for no reason, I often blush for no reason, I'm prone to alcoholism and diabetes, I have a high chance of having a heart attack by the time I'm thirty no matter how fit or healthy I am, I have a hard time doing anything when people are watching me do the task (especially sex for the first time with the girlfriend, different times different girls) I'm embarrased easy, I'm rather shy unless I feel strongly about something I feel needs to be said, I love having cats in my house even though I'm slightly allergic to them (they make me sneeze), I always feel as though I'm alone even when my girlfriend is sitting next to me. because of that I feel it should have been me instead of Daniel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crow_Nest Posted September 18, 2003 Share Posted September 18, 2003 I'm sorry about your friend..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lord Blackadder Posted September 18, 2003 Share Posted September 18, 2003 My sympathies mate, I'm not a religous man but if there is an afterlife then I'm sure your friend is there doing all the stuff that made him happy in the living world. Life is full of decisions, don't beat yourself up over things that may or may not have been different if you'd done something else. Sometimes things just happen, hind-sight is a wonderful curse but life is an experience - I'm sure your friend wouldn't want you to feel it was in anyway you fault, you shouldn't either. The ONLY person/people to blame are the scum that pulled the trigger. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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