Dracyia Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 i dunno why im even bothering to tell you guys this, but by the time you read this post, ill be dead. In approx 20 mins il be lying dead somewhere by the roadside with slit wrists and an overdose of drugs. There is no point in living this fuked up life. You make friends to loose them and no matter how hard you try everyone still hates you. My parents killed in a car crash last week, i was supposed to liv at home with my sisters. One ran away and the other is so stressed out i think shes gonna loose it. She spends her days drinking and abuzing me. I cant stand this fukin ****hole any longer. ive hated life before but neva as much as this, i took out my gun yesterday and aimed it at her head, but i coodnt pull the trigger. My sisters coming back in about 10 mins, if im not gone by then shell hit me, again and again till i collapse on the ground with blood loss. Shes strong, she joined the army and i cant fight her. its pointless, i cant even run away, shes fitter than me. Shes better at everything than me, i hate my life. My keyboard here has blod from the wounds she inflicted on me yesterday, i have a broken pinkie and a knife wound on my left arm. I cant even stop her without this, running away is no use, dying is. Im starting to t dizzy, i cant see the keys proopeerly any more, there fuzzy an evne thou hg i try im making mistakes typin. anyway, this is my godbye, forever. ill miss you guys even tho i didnt know yaz all that much an i prob annoyed more of ye than i mae mats wid. anyways, gidbye *huggles and kisses till thr enmd*, dracyia, pika duude, gwen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Natty Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 Could say something will refrain though since I'll most likely be called an insensitive bitch Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
murta Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 If this is real and you're reading this - GET SOME HELP. Call an ambulance NOW and tell them all the exact details of what you've done. Once they've said your life, get the **** away from your sister, I don't care how you have to do it, go to the cops if you need to, even talk to a teacher at school, anyone who could help. Suicide is never the answer, you're just letting your sister and the world beat you. If you just hang in there, things will get better, they always do. We'll always be here for you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
storken Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 oh ****.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HelenW Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 there are people out there that can help you!!!! Are you in the Uk? I'm sure you said once that you were!! There will be a crisis intervention team within the social services, or community mental health team. They can help you, there are always alternatives. Although I have never had experiences as serious as yours, I have found myself in situations when i was younger, and the social services have helped me. Do you have any aunts, uncles, grandparents that can help you, that you can go and live with? You really need to think about your actions, the events over the last few weeks will make it hard to think clear, you may well think that events have made you see clearly for the first time in your life, but this is a misguided judgement. Please think before you do anything silly, you may not feel like it, but there will be friends and other relatives who care a great deal about you, and other relatives particularly will be going through a hard time cos of your parents. If you don't care about yourself, well, what about your other relatives that aren't abusive to you? Think about how it will effect them if anything happens to you!!! I really hope you are ok, if you want someone to talk to, my icq and msn user names are in my profile. I work within mental health services, so particualrly if you are in uk, i will be able to get contact numbers of help for you. You don't have to deal with this on your own!!! nor should you have to!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
murta Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 Pretty sure Dracyia's based in the US Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frenchyd Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 well, this is rather depressing, but if im not TOO late, suicide lines in the US 1-800-SUICIDE free, confidenial, etc, etc. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
murta Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 I just wish we had some way of knowing what happened. I mean I know if anyhting ever happened to me, my parents/friends probably would never think to come on EscapeMI and tell you guys. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doodle Dude of Doom Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 I was knew a guy that commited suicide (nm the spelling), from that day I knew theres no way to fix things. You have to talk to someone. Anyone you can trust! like example your teacher or some friend. I know its hard, I have alsom commited suiced to, but I had friends like i hope you have to. I know you'll make it! Sorry for posting so late, I know you can stop it. I BELIVE IN YOU! Comeon if you aint dead wich I dont think you are then you can stop it, and you will stop yourself from doing it! Look I know life can be hard, but thats a part of life. Im very sorry to hear that your parents are dead, but to commit suicied for that dosent solve anything. Try to go on. YOU CAN STOP YOURSELF. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SamNMax Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 Wow. :sweat: :sweat: This is just sad. I... I'm speechless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kjølen Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 For some reason that seams way too farfetched. I'm not sure if I can believe. 1. To many coincedences 2. To many improbable things 3. People that Slit wrists and drug up do not really want to die they just need to be helped, or so i heard in health class. Otherwise, GET HELP NOW DON'T EVEN DARE CONSIDERING THAT IF THIS IS JUST A SICK JOKE FOR YOU LEAVING LUCASFORUMS WITH A BANG ANY LAUGHING ABOUT IT, DONT! IT'S NOT FUNNY THESE THINGS DO HAPPEN DONT YOU DARE DIE! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
obi Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 We all face terrible things. Some, more terrible then others, but that is no reason to take your own life. In fact, There is no logical reason to take your own life. Taking your life will not ease any pain. If anything else, it will just make more pain. There is no reason for this madness. Contact the police if you do not want this abuse; do not kill yourself. As for your parents dieing, I am sorry. There is nothing you,nor I, can do about it. People die every day. It's in our nature. Killing yourself will not bring your parents back, nor will it ease your sister's nerves. I hope you have not done this act already, and I hope you return to read all that has been posted. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guybrush122 Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 oh ****.... if youre reading this, then get to a hospital...call an ambulance...dont tell me it cant be done because it can. theyll get you to the hospital and when youre released get the hell away from your sister. talk to a teacher, run away, go to a friends house, talk with your friend and work out something with their parents and talk about the issue...DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO GET AWAY FROM HER suicide is not the answer....it never is and never will be....dont let your sister get the last laugh and if youre joking, which i dont think you are, then that is not funny at all....youre scaring the **** out of me, whether youre joking or not.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kjølen Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 It's what we all feared someone might have died and we never know about it.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 http://artists.mp3s.com/artists/342/dj-dc.html suicide isn't the answer. get some help for yourself and your sister. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 look at the profile. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acrylic Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 holy f*ck, well, i guess the best thing to say is, Dracyia, I hope you had a good life, may god bring you to heaven well. Anyone who has the song Stairway to Heaven, turn it on now, i think this would be appropriate considering death and suicide. Even listen to the lyrics Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cal_da_Darth Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 Well I really don't know what to say. I honestly can't admit to believing this because...well...hey, it's the internet, and ya know. Be it true, however, may God forever rest this person's soul. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
talldudeX Posted October 15, 2002 Share Posted October 15, 2002 Well I too am not sure whether to believe that or take as a bunch of bull sh*t but if that's a joke it's completely not right. There is no reason really for any post like that, but if it is true...well I'm probably too late. I dunno what to say. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cmdr. Cracken Posted October 16, 2002 Share Posted October 16, 2002 Hello, Moderator from RS.Net here. wow, heavy. First, i doubt this is a joke. considering the posting time, and the lack of response, i highly doubt this is a falsity. HOWEVER, if it is, I doubt you'll see this person if they come back and say "Hi, just jokin'!!". TO:Dracyia, if your still there. Life sucks, yeah, i know, trust me. I've seen more than my share of peer abuse from the third grade on, so i know what it;s like to be beat on, daily. But you NEED TO TALK. Talk to people, anyone, hell, even yourself, however, that can lead to schitzophrenia....... ....... yeha..... But look, things can;'t get any worse. The ball can only go so low before it hits the floor and has to rise up again. You're young. you can still be sucessful and happy. Just get some help. Trust me it works, i know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kjølen Posted October 16, 2002 Share Posted October 16, 2002 lack of replies means nothing, Dracyia could just be not replying to make us believe but maybe.... Time.. I don't know.... To think, her suicide note will never be found or even heard of by what's left of her family... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pisces Posted October 16, 2002 Share Posted October 16, 2002 Well this is late but I'll give it a shot. DON'T DO THIS. You may of hated your life but as long as your alive there is hope for a better one. Suicide brings death, death brings nothing, nothing brings regret. Don't ask me how, but you'll regret it if you do it. If you're going to do it anyways, but haven't yet, then I hope you've led a good life, well, as best as you could for as long as you could. If this is a joke. You are a sick, sadistic SOB and I hope you get more pain out of posting that then laughs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tyrion Posted October 16, 2002 Share Posted October 16, 2002 Goodbye,so-long, see ya in hell-o mrs opperator, what is happening? Yeah yeah yeah...I dont feel too sorry for her if she did kill herself..it's not like my opinion matters or anything.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jannar85 Posted October 16, 2002 Share Posted October 16, 2002 There's no point in killing yourself. If you're still there, get some help. Call the police, tell them about what you told us. Or atleast talk to SOMEONE!! This is friggin crazy! I hope you're not dead yet, because you and your sister needs help. Aren't there any relatives in your family? Well, if you really took your life. Then I guess this is bye... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Drunken_Sailor Posted October 16, 2002 Share Posted October 16, 2002 Well, we don't know if she's dead or not and we'll never know unless she tells us that she's alive. (Sorry, my spelling became crap again, but I'm shocked and that's the reason.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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