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ugh well sleeping time.....I hate sleeping...waste of life....though ****...can't say being awake is better lol....least ya can have some weird ass dreams.

 

 

****...just remembered I need to lift weights...haven't today...who wants to do that at 5:43am before you go to sleep?..lol...I do though...guess that's something I do constructive...I build my body up...

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Man thats sad. People think I'm addicted to my computer but now that its summer I don't want to be in here! The only reason I am is becuase all my friends (and the girls! *sob*) went to camp, which I hate.

 

HOW CAN GIRLS NOT MATTER? :p

 

Man, sorry if this seems harsh but you gotta get working on your life, get out, meet some friends who aren't idiots who hog PCs and for gods sake meet some hot chick!:D Life's a precious thing don't waste it!

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ah....well, try some outdoor stuff, well...yeah it's boring sometimes, but it can be fun......I have a job, but I make sure I can do alot of things every day. When I'm home, I spend about 2 hours on games, and from like 8-12/2 sometimes games and sometimes just listening to music, posting, chatting, and planning out the next day! When it's nice out, I like to go rollerblade, go to the coffee shop for a cappacino-with myself or sister, and I like to take pictures with my mini digicam. :D I'd say I *almost* have a life. I don't have many friends, so I don't really have alot to do when I'm alone, but i make the most of it. Out of the 7 years of gaming I've experienced, I've come to realize that games should NEVER be used to fill any emotional voids. ok, wtf...forget that last sentence, it's BS. ;)

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because you are 19 I will be kind, you still theoretically have a lot of life ahead of you. but I am not a big advocate of school, authority etc, but if youu really did drop out of school in grade 7, that is really going to come back to haunt you. you better be mega genius more than Bill gates. cause at 19 with no social life, or education, or anything it does make youa bad person, it makes you a non person. games omnline forums online etc are good but they are diversions from life not self impossed exile. if you live entirely online and popcorn buckets in theaters you are in trouble. cause if you are not Mr Deeds. then when there is no money there will be no funny. like i said 19 is still young but each year you wait to find yourself and get out there is going to make the eventual outcome that much harder.

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Originally posted by RoguePhotonic

Nope no girl.....

 

and no...i'm not lazy at all...I mean when there is something to do I do it and have no problem doing it...

 

I dropped out of school when I was 13 and in 7th grade...

 

havent you ever seen those commercials where the guy syas he dropped out and they give him a wallet like 2 inches big?

 

 

I dropped out of school at 14 and realized how much it would F*** my life up and went back in, and did to years worth in 1 year

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Gaming is the only thing I have found to do that is fun...though sadly it's not what it used to be...like I said in another thread I have gone through over 300 games...that's not counting ones I have just played...so after all that not many games anymore are that good...

 

 

Well it's not that I don't like going outside it's just that there is nothing to do....there is not a single place I would want to go in this world...

 

I don't worry about what I am gonna do because I never figured I'd live very long...

 

I really don't want friends except for online because I have never had real friendships before....so I don't feel I need that.....and as for girls like I said non factor...I like girls just as much as anyone else but I just can't picture relationships and stuff being a part of my life...and I'm ok with it...

 

I do need to get a job though...because 19 don't work...that speaks for itself that I live with someone...so got to start payin some bills around here....

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Hey wait I do one thing other than sit on my system....I go fishing....

 

and it's not all pc games...I have a ps2 and a gamecube...

 

 

oh and to complicate my life more...I don't drive....never have in my life....never wanted to and never want to....that could be a problem :D

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Originally posted by RoguePhotonic

Not a bad idea...but I think to do something like that I would need schooling....I mean what would I do write reviews?....I am not a good writer lol...

 

Well, its kind of your own fault there. If you would really like to change your life I suggest going back to school. Now I know going back to gr. 7 wouldn't be ideal but maybe take a few night school courses and get some education there. My sister dropped out of school and did that, she took some business courses and writing courses and now she has a small business, its not that easy but you won't regret it.

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Seriously, get your GED at least. Online if that works better for you,.. although I would seriously recommend putting the PC and the consoles in the closet for at least a month or 6. Get a part time job, get a car and a licence (I thought learning to drive in California was something that happened before you were out of diapers.) And think about moving to a new situation.

 

I kinda dropped out of society in much the same way once for a year or so after high school. However, I spent about 8 to 12 hours most days playing guitar. The rest of the time I was reading EVERYTHING I could lay my hands on. Since I eventually ended up going to music college niether of those activities really ended up hurting me. In fact I was probably better for having spent that time. But I don't recommend it for everybody.

 

I'm not sure what benefit spending that much time playing games can eventually have in the long run. I won't say it's a totally negative thing, but I do believe you should broaden your horizons. Perhaps your outlook on the futility of life might change a bit if you got involved in a new hobby or interest. There's a lot to live for out there and you should explore the possibilities.

 

Then there's always the question of what happens if your current support system dries up. Fending for yourself will only get more difficult and complicated the longer you put it off. But it will happen someday... be prepared for it.

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Well if I ran out of options I am prepared to die...I have no problem with that at all....I said on here somewhere I don't have a single thing to live for....but that's ok...I always figured just one day I would just be like...."well...i'm done with life...BAM" :D

 

 

Of course there is more detail here than I am saying...about the type of person I am..and why I have not got a job...but I really don't want to go down that road....it can be hostile.:p

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