Rogue15 Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 went to the church thing tonight to get myself into a bible study/group...met some seemingly nice people, so my wednesday nights are now booked! the best thing is the group is for people that are not married, so maybe i will find a nice girl here. That's not the main reason I decided to go, however...I want to go to get myself more socially with like minded people, as well as perhaps some sort of guidance in applying Biblical principles to my life which I personally think I don't need help doing, but having people to help keep me in check so to speak isn't necessarily a bad thing! On top of wednesday, I will be going to the larger group which is of college people age (18-30s) on Tuesday nights. This is my educated response to depression and suicidal thoughts, and to top that off I'll be going to the Veteran's meetings on thursday which takes place at my college. I want to make so many new friends and contacts with people, maybe then will I find more purpose, sense, and meaning to my life!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cmdr. Cracken Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 Dolphins 3-0. Good start to the season. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyan Farlander Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 I swear, I cannot drive around here at night without the cops pulling me over and wasting my time about some stupid BS. Tonight's adventure? My tag lights aren't illuminating my license plate correctly. Sort of. Apparently it could be better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
K_Kinnison Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 I can one up you Keyan. I got pulled over because my Third brake light (the one in the rear window) was not working. I thought it was optional, but the State Patrol officer said it wasn't if it was standard. Ran my licenses and plates and let me go. Didn't even give me a warning to have it fixed. I think they just use that as a reason to stop me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 great workout tonight....feel like i'm going to throw up, so i must be doing something right. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
edlib Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 Spent a good chunk of the weekend cleaning and organizing my place. Re-arranging all the rooms for maximum efficiency. Not glamorous or exciting... but at this point very necessary. And it always does make the place feel bigger and less claustrophobic when I'm done. And when the environment is laid-out better, I find I feel a lot more relaxed and focused. Still a long way to go until I feel truly happy with the results... but a dent has been made in the creeping clutter. It's also going a long way of working myself out of and finally lifting the year-long post-breakup funk I've been living under... the main reason my place got so far gone in the first place. It's hard to bring yourself to care that much about the state of your surroundings in the midst of a depression. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyan Farlander Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 It's also going a long way of working myself out of and finally lifting the year-long post-breakup funk I've been living under... the main reason my place got so far gone in the first place. It's hard to bring yourself to care that much about the state of your surroundings in the midst of a depression. I always find that that's when I pay the most attention to my surroundings. I may be a loser in love, lonely and miserable, but at least my house is immaculate, so suck on that, life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
K_Kinnison Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 "When life gives you lemons, don’t make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don’t want your damn lemons, what the hell am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life’s manager! Make life rue the day it thought it could give Cave Johnson lemons! Do you know who I am? I’m the man who’s gonna burn your house down! With the lemons! I’m gonna get my engineers to invent a combustible lemon that burns your house down!" -Cave Johnson Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 wish my speech teacher would get on with our assignments...first class of the day is the best. i thought i would hate that class but it happens to be the funnest of them all. sociology is fun too but there's a few kids in there that get on my nerves. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 23, 2013 Share Posted September 23, 2013 just made character on ebon hawk.... Reekondo republic trooper. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyan Farlander Posted September 24, 2013 Share Posted September 24, 2013 If only I could be half the man Cave Johnson was. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 24, 2013 Share Posted September 24, 2013 gonna make an attempt at Metal Gear Solid 3 Snake Eater.... nearly forgot i bought the mgs hd collection... ahhhh its too bleh. no direction where to go in snake eater. i managed to get achievement for eating a snake though. haha. gotta decide what games to play in my free time... Ghost Recon Future Soldier Far Cry 3 Halo 4 Battlefield 3 Splinter Cell Blacklist Grant Theft Auto V And now I am kinda wanting to get back in The Old Republic. ahhhhhh not enough free time...lol actually i have a ton of it, but need to devote some time to my studies. lmao!!! gym tonight...slept most of the day after school...like 330-8pm gonna go lift weights for an hour then come home and sleep, go running tomorrow afternoon, work on my homework probably take 3-4 hours on algebra til its engraved on my brain...really considering switching my major to computer science or engineering. idk i enjoy math when i can see how to do the ****ing problem, moreso when I finally "get it" it's like a puzzle. idk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 24, 2013 Share Posted September 24, 2013 nevermind, **** math. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cmdr. Cracken Posted September 25, 2013 Share Posted September 25, 2013 Dude, 15.... we can help ya man. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 25, 2013 Share Posted September 25, 2013 i think i should consume some drinks mixed with vodka before making another attempt at comprehending it. it helped me last time.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 25, 2013 Share Posted September 25, 2013 was at the bible study tonight...few people recognized/remembered me from the time my ex had me going there. good times...tomorrow i go to a smaller sized group, should be fun and interesting, though it is a bit of a drive... and now i am getting ready for the gym again...cardio night! elliptical for about 20 minutes then calisthenics. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cmdr. Cracken Posted September 25, 2013 Share Posted September 25, 2013 15, if you need assistance with your math homework, message me here and I can be online on skype and give ya a hand. At work, i got moved to refunds/disputes/chargebacks. Thank god. That over the phone tech support was going to send me into a homicidal rage. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 26, 2013 Share Posted September 26, 2013 thanks cracken...im going to give it another shot tomorrow with examples reviews and see how i do on the quiz on friday. think i understood more of it in class today. volunteered to be the first to do the demonstration speech...decided to do it on identifying terrain features-major and minor, on a topographical map. hopefully i do a good job and get an A. back from the gym...i am noticing some changes my biceps are getting larger and more defined. new routine is going great. one day arms, next day i run the lake then night time i do cardio workout (pushups, crunches, burpees, alligator crawl/spiderman pushups) next night chest, followed by lake and cardio workout, then next night shoulders. so far it's feeling great, i'm not losing a ****in pound but i can definitely tell there is a difference in the mirror my clothes fit a little different i just wish my belly fat would go away faster. so every day i do weights it's an hour, every day i do cardio its over 2 hours of a workout. and i give myself a rest day once a week, or a light day (running then no night workout) and a day off. taking ON 100% Gold Standard Whey Isolates protein shakes, stopped mixing them with milk because i was overdoing it (3 shakes a day, with milk...) and forgot that milk has alot of fat in it especially since i use whole milk. so taking about 2 shakes a day with water and one of those shakes i put a banana in it. so good! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 27, 2013 Share Posted September 27, 2013 interesting...that girl i dated 3 weeks ago provided me with 'date feedback' now im somewhat inclined to subscribe in order to see what she put. clever strategy, pof!!!!!!!! got a buncha bull**** today. followed by a possibly awesome weekend that i've been looking forward to for about a year. first i got a speech which i'm practically winging, 2nd is algebra quiz which i just hope i dont have trouble with...and last is this damn computer class which im just going to get a 75 or 80 on i dont care at the moment because the way it's set up is **** all. gotta charge up my 9V batteries and Electronic Trigger for my paintball gun, get some ACUs together for me and my friends to wear at paintball, clean my paintball mask, ensure i have everything ready, then meeting my friend at 5 tonight and heading to his parents' place hopefully with the other friend too...he's "on the fence" for no reason about it, pretty retarded. who wouldn't want to go paintballing, bonfire with beer and pizza, shooting mother ****ers. it's going to be fun as hell and the weather is supposed to be great this weekend. and i think he has other plans with this girl that blew us off last week, he's just not telling me. lmao.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
edlib Posted September 27, 2013 Share Posted September 27, 2013 Tomorrow: I'm working outdoors... from 7am to 7pm. I think I'll take it easy today. Looks like the weather will be pretty nice for it, thankfully. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 27, 2013 Share Posted September 27, 2013 alright all 3 of us are going now....tonight we're getting pizza and beer, having a camp fire and getting ready for the war tomorrow. hopefully my paintball gun performs well for me!!!!! charging up the magazine for it, just gotta charge the electronic trigger. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wildstar Posted September 27, 2013 Author Share Posted September 27, 2013 It's going to be a pretty good season for me if I have an average-consistent night (the other night) that felt like l was managing a bad night into something. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rogue15 Posted September 27, 2013 Share Posted September 27, 2013 probably going to go bowling next week. my speech was an epic fail...i needed powerpoint so bad so i didnt need to look at the damn notes and read them. gah. oh well i was a good example for the class so i get another go on monday...however this weekend and tonight is party and paintball. **** yeah can't wait. algebra quiz my mind went full retard. but 15 minutes prior to the end of it i started remembering. fml lol it's all good though, i got 77 words per minute at 98% accuracy on my typing test and 85% on my project. question for everyone that posts here regularly.....am i the only one in college? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
edlib Posted September 27, 2013 Share Posted September 27, 2013 Well... I go to a college pretty much every day... but the last time I attended a class was in 1998. I'm up tomorrow morning at about 4a.m. Gotta try to sleep tonight. Which pretty much guarantees the one thing I won't actually do tonight is: sleep. I think I'll go see "Rush" (the Formula 1 film, that is...) Sunday... or maybe next week. It's been a while since I've seen a movie. I'm due. Oh... and for those of you haven't read it yet, or otherwise feel the need to throw yourself into a reservoir of disappointment and depression: http://kotaku.com/how-lucasarts-fell-apart-1401731043 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyan Farlander Posted September 28, 2013 Share Posted September 28, 2013 Oh... and for those of you haven't read it yet, or otherwise feel the need to throw yourself into a reservoir of disappointment and depression: http://kotaku.com/how-lucasarts-fell-apart-1401731043 Dang, I knew Lucas ruined Star Wars movies for me, but I never suspected he had such a huge hand in ruining Star Wars games for me too. I didn't think he paid any attention to that. Especially depressing was this: Below you can see footage of Version Two, which according to one source grew from the remnants of a project code-named Wingman that was going to be a Wii U title modeled after the old TIE Fighter and X-Wing games. Damn you, everyone that ruined this. Damn you to hellllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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