RpTheHotrod Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 I may as well be blunt...I'm dying. I don't have any diseases or anything, but the massive stress mixed with depression that I have had over the years is really starting to take it's toll. I'm taking some vitamins and stuff to help me, but it's hard to explain, you can just feel it, things not working, things shutting down. I feel sick often now, and I'm plain worn out. I have difficulty breathing at times as well. I don't have asthma or however you spell it, I'm really in perfect condition when it comes to "disease/syndroms". I have extreme trouble concentrating now, and what I have is one of those, you could drop in a few years, or you could drop in a few days. I've felt this way for a very long time, but it's getting worst and worst, I even was pretty much "out" of everything for a few hours. I'd appreciate any prayer. btw, for those who don't know what I look like, here's an older pic of me, excuse the military haircut Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZBomber Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 Thats really sad... Your in my prayers, RP, and rememeber, we are here for you, buddy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Agen Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 Has a doctor told you or anything?? i mean you're one of my fav people on the board man. I doubt you're dying, but still i will pray for you. You might just be paranoid or something. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted May 2, 2003 Author Share Posted May 2, 2003 I've talked to someone, and "something" is wrong what I've been through is literally killing me, they even agreed to that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bob Gnarly Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 R.I.P. man....rest in peace.... can you tell me what your custom title means? "What would YOU do for a Klondike Bar? Would you jump up and down?" "Yea" "Would you bark like a dog?" "Y-Yea Sure" "Would you.... would you kill a man?" "Well.. I-I guess so" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Acrylic Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 Originally posted by Black Mamba R.I.P. man....rest in peace.... can you tell me what your custom title means? "What would YOU do for a Klondike Bar? Would you jump up and down?" "Yea" "Would you bark like a dog?" "Y-Yea Sure" "Would you.... would you kill a man?" "Well.. I-I guess so" Dude, You dont gotta put it like tha. Hes not dead yet, plus RIP CREEPS the brains outta my nose! Dude, RP, you cant die. You WILL NOT die, ok? You hear me? If you feel yourself shutting down, go back up. Drop some of the stressfull things in life, what helps is: BE WITH FAMILY MORE. I hope everything works out. And, YOU WILL NOT DIE! YOU HEAR ME?! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bob Gnarly Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 Originally posted by AcrylicGuitar Dude, You dont gotta put it like tha. Hes not dead yet, plus RIP CREEPS the brains outta my nose! Dude, RP, you cant die. You WILL NOT die, ok? You hear me? If you feel yourself shutting down, go back up. Drop some of the stressfull things in life, what helps is: BE WITH FAMILY MORE. I hope everything works out. And, YOU WILL NOT DIE! YOU HEAR ME?! he said hes gonna die, he might as well see this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pedantic Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 I'm sorry. That's really too bad. I definitely hope that your situation gets better. Have you consulted a medical doctor at all? Maybe there's an underlying medical problem. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ZBomber Posted May 2, 2003 Share Posted May 2, 2003 Originally posted by Black Mamba he said hes gonna die, he might as well see this Oi, your really sensitive, geesh..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Agen Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 Honestly, you're too young imo to die with organs shutting down and so on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pedantic Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 Originally posted by Agen_Terminator Honestly, you're too young imo to die with organs shutting down and so on. Thank you, Doctor Agen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted May 3, 2003 Author Share Posted May 3, 2003 My custom title is German. It means "Sharpshooter" or "Sniper" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darth Groovy Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 All you need is the love of a good woman. A little wine helps too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tyrion Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 *hugs Rp's legs* DONT DIE ON US! DAMNIT! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thrackan Solo Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 Geez man, I will pray for you. Maybe you should take a long vacation or something...stay away from the forums for awhile maybe thats the problem:) Please dont die. Your one of my fav, swampies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Fisher Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 What makes ya'll think he's going to die? RP's invincible.... come on guys...he just can't die on us now. But Rp, you are in my prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted May 3, 2003 Author Share Posted May 3, 2003 Thanks guys, and heh...I don't thik the swamp is my problem...and I thought Tyrion said *humps Rp's leg* at first glance, there was a shocker lol. I'm hanging in there as long as I can. Hopefully it reverses by some miracle. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
StormHammer Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 I pray that you find the strength you need to carry on. While there's still life, there's hope. If you have not been diagnosed with anything by a doctor...go and see someone else. Demand to see a specialist. Keep badgering them until they give you a thorough going over. If you truly feel sick all of the time, then there must be an underlying problem somewhere. Do what you have to do to try and get well, if you can. As someone who has suffered from long-term illness myself, it can be very depressing sometimes, but you can always find a reason to continue fighting. If you need to change your lifestyle, do it. If you need the help and support of those around you, ask for it. You don't have to feel alone in this situation. And no matter how much time you have, or think you have, you have to remember something very important, something which has brought my own life into focus... Every hour of every day is worth living...so live it well. Revel in your time, so you have no regrets. Our thoughts are with you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted May 3, 2003 Author Share Posted May 3, 2003 A possible cure... Modship over the forums okay...maybe not...but I can dream.... I'll hang in there guys, just thought I should tell someone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Fisher Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 Yeah, just feel free to call upon us, anytime, anywhere. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Agen Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 anywhere just not in the bathroom though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 You have my prayers man, I don't know what it was but when I saw the thread I feared it was about you killing yourself for some reason. Weird. Anyway, don't get down on yourself, there is always a right path just choose it. Don't take the road to doom, hang in there and do whatever it takes. You gotta live man, you just gotta! Don't give into your anger, fear is the path to the dark side! Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering. You can learn every life lesson from Star Wars and church so don't think I'm being corny. Hang in there man, do whatever it takes to free yourself. And may the fellowship of the Holy Spirit, the prayers of everyone on earth and the healing powers of God and Blessed Mary Ever Virgin! Stay with us man! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thrackan Solo Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 Man, hang in there. You will be in my prayers all the time. Trust in God all the time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Matt-Liell Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 Originally posted by Thrackan Solo Man, hang in there. You will be in my prayers all the time. Trust in God all the time. AMEN! Believe in God's ways and Jesus' teachings and you will live here on earth long and happily, then in heaven forever! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Darklighter Posted May 3, 2003 Share Posted May 3, 2003 My God, I can't believe it. Rp, you're not gonna die man. Listen to every word StormHammer says, I agree completely. Know that you have the strength to carry on no matter what, and talk to people about it, find out what the problem is. It doesn't have to be this way:( You'll be in my prayers Rp. Good bless you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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