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well I heard this morning from my mom a kid that goes to my school was shot. they didn't say the name. I was suspended today so of course I couldn't figure out who it was. well it turns out it was one of my friends and I was one of the last people to see him alive. It was tuesday morning just after 1st period I was late to wake up and so I was on my way to school well on my way there he was walking off somewhere with some guy I didn't know. I was going to go with him but I changed my mind. He was found yesterday shot in the head and his body left in a ditch. I feel weird wondering what would have happend had I gone with him.:(

 

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I just heard about that on the news not more than 5 minutes ago and immediately thought about you. Mostly since you are the only high school kid I know of in Crowley. I wish I could say something meaningful that might make you feel good... but I don't know that there are such words.

 

There is no way to know what might have happened had you walked off with him. But one thing is for sure... since you stayed behind, you might be able to give the authorities a description of the person you saw with Daniel.

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Originally posted by RoguePhotonic

Sounds like he pissed someone off since he was shot in the head....you play with fire you get burned I guess.

I doubt that is what happened, most people are smart enough to not piss off a big black man with a gun. Or an ignorant rich white man with a gun. Or a drunk redneck with a shotgun. and so on...

 

 

btw Insanesith dont let it get to you man, keep on shining.

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after alot of thinking i remembered that i did know the person he was with was another junior named harris. he had recently bought a gun that matches the kind used to kill daniel. daniel would never piss anyone off either, he has never made anyone mad. me and my friends just think harris might have gotten someone to shoot daniel just because he could. we say harris got someone because we know harris doesn't have what it takes to shoot someone. not to mention he has been acting weird since daniel was found.

 

also i'm grounded and i shouldn't even be here. but I have to talk to somebody, and i need to talk to my friends because we are going to go to daniels house to see his parents and to talk with everyone that was a real friend of daniel.

 

today some people really pissed us off by saying because daniel's parents didn't want a formal funeral where everyone wears a suit and church music is played that daniel is going to hell. Daniel wasn't a church person. He also never saw us as formal suit wearing people as we never saw him as one. We had to put up with a bunch of crap given to us by the christian community of the school which is really pissing me off and even right now i just feel so angry. This sadly isn't the first time a friend of mine has died. :(

This sh*t just shouldn't be happening to people so young, especially Daniel, he was a guy that even when pissed off he would be nice and talk to you and not just blow up in your face. He would even talk to strangers(students) and ask them how they are doing, I mean if anyone should have been shot it should have been me.

Daniel also smoked weed with me and the police found that out and they constantly asked if drugs were an issue in his death. not to mention the reporters are pissing off all of us by asking us questions that just make things so horrible when what we need is to just be left alone so we can talk about things that we had done with daniel we need to mourn not be surrounded by assholes condemning daniel and asshole reporters asking if this was a drug gang violence issue. Daniel wasn't involved in gangs. we ended up just telling one reporter to "F*CK OFF!"

 

anyway, I'm off to go punch the punching bag and then take a shower and go to daniel's. I probably won't be on much for a while.

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Originally posted by InsaneSith

I was going to go with him but I changed my mind. He was found yesterday shot in the head and his body left in a ditch. I feel weird wondering what would have happend had I gone with him.:(

 

Hey, don't beat yourself up. This is always normal, when a someone you are close to dies, or gets hurt, you wonder what you could have done differently to make it not happen.

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Just when life gives ya lemons, and you make lemonade, it decides to go sour...

 

Best of luck to go with you, IS. I've never had a close friend die, so I cant really say anything to cheer you up. Just remember that you do have other friends. And hell, just reflect on it all. That can help alot with it.

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UPDATE:

they caught harris and his father hopping a fence with a bloody rug/sheet. and he's in jail and he failed the lie detector test. so he's involved we know he can't be the shooter because he doesn't have what it takes to kill someone. The ideas police are throwing around are very brutal, the funeral home had to reconstruct alot of daniels face because it was beaten and battered along with the rest of his body. there's no reason that anyone could have done this, daniel was a good guy to everyone there's no way he could have pissed anyone off. All of daniels closest friends including I, went to his house yesterday after school to hang out and remember daniel. This was the first time I got to meet his parents and I just can't believe this had to be the way for me to meet them. today the really close circle is going to go up to "The Hill", a hangout where we used to always go and have parties, we're going to have a huge bonfire to remember him the way we always knew and loved him, the loving, friendly, partying guy he was.

 

The funeral is not going to be really orthodox in fact one of the songs we are going to play at the funeral is Tupac - Life goes on. That song fits our group so well that, it's really scary. :(

 

After all of this I realized how precious life really is, I mean when you are little and you see people die it's different from when you're older and you see someone die. It seems unfair, unjust compared to when you're little you have the feeling death is fairytalish it's like something you would hear in a tale. I don't really know what I'm feeling right now, or what I'm thinking.

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