obi Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 *didn't read any posts, there were too many =\* As a preacher, I can say Good work. There is not a thing in the world that can keep you from getting your blessings. When the time comes for your passing, you won't have to look back and say "I could have done better" or "I should have done this or that." You can look back and say "I've won. Satan has lost his battle. He's not claiming me. I'm a child of the King." That last sentance, "I'm a child of the King," can get you through any circumstance. You are not a failure. If God be for you, Who can be against you? And you do not carry this burden alone. It's a constant struggle with me as well. (The Demon/ Visions part) I hear voices all the time, voices calling out for me, but they can't touch me, for I am covered by grace, as you are. I Like how you see death as freedom, for Death isn't the end at all, it's just the beginning. If I never come into contact with you online again, I will surely see you in the never-ending glory, and what a happy day it shall be. There is joy on the other side of Jordan. My thoughts and prayers are with you, Jared. God Bless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wassup Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 I hope this isn't a suicide note or anything... All I can say is, don't let the concerns of your past conquer you and never give up on the hope of a better future. Good luck and godspeed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
El Sitherino Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 damn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-=LotS=-Ice Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 incy been muh JA buddy 4 while now n incy i havent seen u on aim recently which isnt good but i hope u kno i like talkin to u so i hope if u get on we can talk and maybe have fun bein miserable no good but incy u do gots ppl that care for ya but newyz GL in whatever u do incy (or RP which ive noticed ug uysl ike to call him here, i call him incy) and also we here 4 ya hit me up on aim if u gots nuttn ta do Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CapNColostomy Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 The hell? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ET Warrior Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Originally posted by InsaneSith damn. Pretty much sums it all up neh? And this thread is too serious for even ME to crack down on Lord Seraphs UNBELIEVABLE typing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
--ZeeMan-- Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Originally posted by ET Warrior Pretty much sums it all up neh? And this thread is too serious for even ME to crack down on Lord Seraphs UNBELIEVABLE typing you aint missing much, he knows rp and me from our jka clan days and that's how he usually is Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-=LotS=-Ice Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 but he muh buddy what u guys mean Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Jed Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Rp - You always have and always will have my utmost respect. There is no doubt in my mind that you have gone through life with the most dedication I've ever heard of. You have nothing to be ashamed of, and no regrets to be had. Check your PMs. Take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BongoBob Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Originally posted by Egg Destroyer Ater realizing what it truly meant, My eyes watered up. I'm really sad now.. Damnit, me to. Especially after reading this... Originally posted by Acrylic You're young. I dont want you to die. Damn. Just. Damn. RP, please make sure that when it is your time, someone lets us all know. I don't wanna just wonder when you did leave us. Damn Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joetheeskimo Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Originally posted by Lord Seraph but he muh buddy what u guys mean Please either shut up or type like a real person over the age of 4 for just this once. I hope that you're listening to us, RP, because you haven't replied. You have to realize than we're all giving you our support here. You can't call yourself a failure now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
legameboy Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Jarred. I only met you... a month or two ago... but since that time... you turned my life around man. Two years ago I had noone... no friends... I started spending extreme amounts of time on the internet, looking for someone to help me, someone to be a true and caring friend for me. At school, I might've had a friend or two... but they never cared about the situation I was in, no one did. I would get beat up a lot, insulted at all times... I was just lost. At one point I almost committed suicide by putting a steak knife to my wrist... crying in the kitchen alone at home. I started to think that my whole internet search was a waist of time, but two months ago, Zeeman invited me to AoS, the clan which you were in, and everybody was sayin' talk to Include, talk to Include about joining the clan. So I did talk to you... and at that moment my life started to change. You helped me in all areas, you gave me confidence, you helped me... no matter what situation I was in. You gave me a new life. I felt guilty, I wanted to help you in some way but I never knew how. After I read your letter on that website... I feel tremendous guilt, last night I cried for hours. I want to help you man, let me do something for you. I can't bear the thought of you going, and I wouldn't be able to live right if I can't do something about it... Jarred, you are the friend I was looking for all those two years, you have all of my respect, care, and brotherly love that I can give until the day I die. God bless you... love you man. I will be praying for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Joetheeskimo Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Originally posted by legameboy Jarred. I only met you... a month or two ago... but since that time... you turned my life around man. Two years ago I had noone... no friends... I started spending extreme amounts of time on the internet, looking for someone to help me, someone to be a true and caring friend for me. At school, I might've had a friend or two... but they never cared about the situation I was in, no one did. I would get beat up a lot, insulted at all times... I was just lost. At one point I almost committed suicide by putting a steak knife to my wrist... crying in the kitchen alone at home. I started to think that my whole internet search was a waist of time, but two months ago, Zeeman invited me to AoS, the clan which you were in, and everybody was sayin' talk to Include, talk to Include about joining the clan. So I did talk to you... and at that moment my life started to change. You helped me in all areas, you gave me confidence, you helped me... no matter what situation I was in. You gave me a new life. I felt guilty, I wanted to help you in some way but I never knew how. After I read your letter on that website... I feel tremendous guilt, last night I cried for hours. I want to help you man, let me do something for you. I can't bear the thought of you going, and I wouldn't be able to live right if I can't do something about it... Jarred, you are the friend I was looking for all those two years, you have all of my respect, care, and brotherly love that I can give until the day I die. God bless you... love you man. I will be praying for you. Now we have two life stories to read. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted June 30, 2004 Author Share Posted June 30, 2004 Hey guys, sorry. My net went down. Gonna read through this all now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted June 30, 2004 Author Share Posted June 30, 2004 Originally posted by ckcsaber I don't really understand the need you have to reveal all this information about your life to us. I respect your integrity, devotion, and faith in Jesus, but this all seems a tad weird. You kind of make yourself sound-like Spiderman with your supposed premonitions and heightened senses. I don't think working for UPS can give you all these qualities. You must think pretty highly of yourself to say this. You sound almost Christ-like RP. Maybe you're right. Maybe God gave you all of these amazing abilities to help your friends. Or maybe you have A.D.D., Bi-Polar, schizophrenia, and Tourette syndrome. I'm sorry to downplay this "confession" of your life. But maybe you're kidding yourself. I'm saddened to hear that you think you will die soon. You will be in my prayer's Jared. Umm....I said actually being somewhat decent in strength was probably from UPS and for thinking pretty highly of myself...I have nothing to think high of. You ask anyone who knows me, and they'll tell you I'm about others, not myself. and for everyone who didn't read it all, I don't HAVE A.D.D., Bi-Polar, schizophrenia, and Tourette syndrome anymore...well...my hands sometimes still shake...but other than that, I don't have them anymore. I have to rush somewhere but I'll return and respond to all the PMs, dont worry. edit- I havn't received any PMs...just message me on aim (RpTheHotrod) or MSN (dangearn22@hotmail.com but don't send mail to that address, it isn't checked there) Thanks for the support, all. Means a lot. and Ger, no worries bud, that's what I'm here for Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
obi Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 Just talked to RP, he's a busy guy. He's doing a million things at once, and he probably will be for a while. He said to tell you all he's not receiving any PMs, but that may be due to some glitch on the LF server. He says he doesn't want to seem rude by not answering any invisible PMs, so if you want to talk to him, use AIM or MSN. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RpTheHotrod Posted June 30, 2004 Author Share Posted June 30, 2004 Aight! Finally home. Just wanted to say thanks to all, but I have a few things to say. First, the reason I posted this was so you all will truly know where I was coming from all this time. I didn't post for attention nor to have people feel sorry for me. I just thought it was best that everyone knows the truth, just in case I never had to chance to ever talk about it and it would never be known. Second, I'm certainly not crazy. I teach at a school, I run a business, I'm in the top 1% at my college, and I'm in an international honors society (Phi Theta Kappa)....and everyone would be entirely shocked if they read this about me. I have a lot of people who know me, and not one would ever suspect this, other than being really good at advice. Third, I'm not bi-polar, skitz/shiz or whatever and whatnot anymore. I was healed at 18. I am 20 now. I still have all the senses and whatnot, but I no longer "see" things like I did before. Anyway, I thought it was time that people finally knew what I've struggled with in my life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-=LotS=-Ice Posted June 30, 2004 Share Posted June 30, 2004 quote:Originally posted by Lord Seraph but he muh buddy what u guys mean Please either shut up or type like a real person over the age of 4 for just this once. man u real A-hole Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nerd_Annhilator Posted July 1, 2004 Share Posted July 1, 2004 Originally posted by Lord Seraph man u real A-hole If you have nothing useful to say, then don't say it. God. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-=LotS=-Ice Posted July 1, 2004 Share Posted July 1, 2004 welp his comment wasnt useful either -.- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jokemaster Posted July 1, 2004 Share Posted July 1, 2004 Wow.....just wow. And nice music too RP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SeleneRayne Posted July 1, 2004 Share Posted July 1, 2004 Originally posted by Troopr-Undr-Fir What is there to accept? You are you, and only you were able to tell the tale. That's all that should matter to you. Not what we the swampies think. You are a good man, that is all you need to know. You know where to find me I strongly agree. I wish I could give you a hug. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doomie Posted July 1, 2004 Share Posted July 1, 2004 RP seems to be the happiest person in the thread... I could be wrong, but to me, it looks like that... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Astrotoy7 Posted July 1, 2004 Share Posted July 1, 2004 Originally posted by SeleneRayne I strongly agree. I wish I could give you a hug. you wanna hug troopr ! ugh ! he throws poop in his sig ! mtfbwya Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
--ZeeMan-- Posted July 1, 2004 Share Posted July 1, 2004 Originally posted by Doomgiver RP seems to be the happiest person in the thread... I could be wrong, but to me, it looks like that... you'd be correct in that and it's a complicated thing to explain but it happens Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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