JediNyt Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 Originally posted by Rogue15 i'm happy. I recently got a job, an xbox, and it's probably going to snow tomorrow (haven't seen real snow in over 5 years so i guess i'm a little excited). I'm planning on getting my driving license, getting a car, and then taking some computer classes so i can get my A+ certification, and hopefully a job that actually wants and appreciates my work. In between that: sometimes i feel kinda depressed, like for no real reason i just think nobody[that i know face to face] understands/wants/appreciates/likes me and I feel scared, or sad, and feel like crying, and then i feel like just running off to a different world where everyone enjoys my company and i'm able to talk without feeling nervous or strange. Im with you. I cant really relate to society. Im on the outside looking in. Some things I think I might like to be part of, somethings I like to leave alone, some things Id like to see terminated. Or if I had the option, just leave to another world. Hehe...like the Star Wars galaxy... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ratmjedi Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 That was actually bood R15. I feel you man. I guess I can go in depth too. Well everything to me right now is very confusing. School to me real isn't that important anymore. I mean I know it's important but since this is my Senior Year I just can't wait to graduate. I really don't study for stuff and I always push thing's back to the last moment. Like right now I am failing English 11 even though I am a Senior but I just got Senoiritias in my Junior Year and just ditched the class all term, the teacher didn't even teach so that just made it easier for me to do it. I am slowly brining my grade back up with all the major things that are due. I have a 4 page paper due on Friday but I probally won't start it till tomorrow. One of my fear's that is going through my mind is that I won't graduate and stuff and that just sucks for me to think about it. My Love life is great. I am very happy with my girlfriend Laura, if you don't have a clue as to what I am talking about go the love advice thread I poored my little heart out there . We are really in love and hopefully want to get married in the future after school. I am very worried about joining the military. One of my biggest fears is that they won't take me because of my vision. I really am depending on going into the Marine Corp and getting a lot out of that. I also have to get ready for boot camp so that I don't struggle that much while I am there. Another issue of mine is AFJROTC. If you didn't know that is my life in High School. I am one of the top cadet's in the Corp and I just have so much to worry about. We just got a new Colonel a year ago and he just messes up so much. Make you feel like he is pushing people away and making them not intrested with the program. Then there my friend who is the Group Commander, basically the cadet that runs the show. He really doesn't know what he is doing and is losing a lot of respect cause of it. Then there is another friend who is up for the position in Jan. He's a good guy and all but when it comes to people liking him everyone hates him. He has a lot of good idea's and what not but people don't respect him cause he is so annoying. I am always caught in the middle with him bitching and complaining to me. I could go for the position and hopefully get the Corp up and going again and make it something that people want to be apart of. I have a lot of people's respect cause I am a easy going guy and I can be cool but also get the job done. My Sgt. want's me to get it cause he know's that people will respect me and I can get stuff done while at the same time doing it in a good way. I really would like to have the position but the thing is that I am not sure if I can manage it. I have been mostly in Leadership positions where I commanded but really didn't deal with paperwork and that kind of stuff in the Corp. I don't want to let down the legacy that was put before me when I was a Freshman. I want to make sure that when we the Class of 2003 leaves that we are able to leave people in charge that are compitent and know what they are doing. I also have to get a job cause I need the money so that I can visit my girlfriend more and call more. I really am stressed out a lot by all these thing's and feel like I have so much on my shoulder's and on my mind. The only thing that I can say that is real good is my love life. I basically keep going cause of her and she lift's me up when I am down and vice versa. That is really why I am happy cause of her. Thanks you for taking the time to read my post and basically have me complain and poor my little heart out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tyrion Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 Meh. My life is going...chaotic. Got into honors, confused with all this liking stuff. I suspect my friends are gonna backstab me. I try to get popular,but my conscience usually gets the better of me(Ever notice how the mean kids usually are popular?). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
C'jais Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 Ratm, what's the AFJROTC? It sounds like you're already in the army to me, with Corps, Colonels and so on... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-s/<itzo- Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 i get by cuz i got high *just playin* say no to drugs! well i just got hit by a bus what do you think. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mex Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 Three words My live sucks Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reborn Outcast Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 Could be better... just got the horrible truth blown at me that juniors and freshmen in highschool (im the freshmen) might not happen. I'm still gonna try though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ratmjedi Posted December 4, 2002 Share Posted December 4, 2002 Originally posted by Cjais Ratm, what's the AFJROTC? It sounds like you're already in the army to me, with Corps, Colonels and so on... AFJROTC stands for Air Force Junior Reserve Ofiicer Training Corp. You basically learn leadership skills and stuff like that. It is stressfull but it's important to me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sivy Posted October 30, 2003 Author Share Posted October 30, 2003 >.> <.< thread revival!! so, how is life treating you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mex Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 Originally posted by Michaelmexp Three words My live sucks I posted that?! Holy crap what was I on back then? Well, right now my life is getting better and better. New PC on the way, new Xbox games, 600k connection. It's all good. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lost Welshman Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 Oh ho ho... Don't get me started on how sucky life is Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gorganfloss Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 Originally posted by gorganfloss I get by. I cant say much else. lol What kinda crap-for-crap mood was I in... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pad Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 Pad´s doing great. Ok, I recently broke up with my gf but instead of whining about the facts, we are now best friend (almost a bit too friendly) and still doing much things together. Im also going to parties almost every night so my social life is doing great and as i meet new/fun/cute girls my lovelife aswell. So to quote Robin Williams in Dead Poets Society: "CARPE DIEM" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam Fisher Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 I good. No problems BTW, Pad, why do only use italics? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ET Warrior Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 I'm doing pretty good. My girfriend of 6 months broke up with me not too long ago, because she couldn't stand the long distance with me at college and her still in high school. But I look back and think I'm better off without her because we never really had that much in common. College is going okay, except for Chemistry, chemistry is freakin hard for me, because I never took it in high school so i dont have any grounding and i'm in engineering chemistry. Calculus 2 and Programming are going really well, especially programming. Oh, and I've been doing a lot of talking to the girl who i've been secretly in love with since like, 7th grade and found out she's always felt the same way about me. So this summer when I'm back home from college we're probably going to start dating. Which is SUPER AWESOME! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kain Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 The good: My near 1 1/2 year relationship with my girlfriend...yep thats it for the good... The bad: Apparently, getting a job laying carpets, doing the dishes, taking out the garbage every week, and watching my SISTER's kids (not mine, never no no. I hate kids as of late) is enough to get me BAN from using the DISH's that I apparently didnt wash and left ALL KINDS of em out in the living room, KNOWING I'm never in there, get me yelled at for man-handeling a cat that kept me up ALL F'ING NIGHT FOR THE PAST 3 NIGHTS, and I don't DO ANYTHING EVER CUZ APPARENTLY I'M A LAZY BITCH!! AND MY MOTHER TAKES MY DEAD BEAT SISTER'S F'ING SIDE IN EVERY F'ING THING BECAUSE I HAD THE F'ING ADDASITY TO SAY 'THIS F'ING CAT WON'T SHUT ITS F'ING TRAP!!!'!!!!!!!! *heavy breath*...and THEN one of my 'friends' stole one of my Vampire The Masquerade books and DENIES IT (doesn't it seem strange that he gets the Storyteller's guid before the core rulebook and he gets his at the same time mine goes missing), my 'friends' TOTAL my room EVERY F'ING TIME THEY COME OVER AND NEVER HELP CLEAN IT UP, I NEVER GET ANY F'ING PRIVACY WITH MY GIRLFRIEND (not that we do anything, its just nice to be able to talk to her without everyone's retarted remarks), THERE IS NO SOUND DAMPINING IN THE F'ING BASEMENT (my room) SO SLEEPING IS F'ING IMPOSSIBLE IF ANYONE IS IN THAT F'ING CHAIR UPSTAIRS (not to mention that f'ing cat), MY MOTHER REFUSES TO GIVE ME MY OWN BIRTH CERTIFICATE, MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE TO GET A NEW SS CARD AND A STATE ID FOR THAT F'ING MATTER (I lost my wallet and they were both in there, along with 2 discount cards for Hot Topic and my Debit Card), I OWE MY BROTHER NEAR $400, MY JOB IS HORRIBLE AND I DON'T HAVE ANY WORK UNTIL NOVEMBER, I STILL HAVEN'T BEEN PAID FOR THE JOB I DID LAST TUESDAY EVEN THOUGH I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET PAID MONDAY, I DON'T HAVE A TV IN MY ROOM ANYMORE CUZ MY F'ING BROTHER WON'T GO OVER HIS FRIEND'S HOUSE TO GET IT BACK, AND THEY STILL HAVE SPONGEBOB F'ING SQUAREPANTS ON TV FOR CRYING OUT F'ING LOUD!!!!!! *heavy breathing...heavy breathing* Not only all of that, but everytime we're playing a p&p rpg, EVERYONE TELLS ME, THE F'ING DM/ST/GM HOW TO DO MY F'ING JOB AND THEN THEY GET ALL F'ING PISSY IF I TELL THEM TO SHUT THEIR F'ING TRAPS!!!! THERE'S NO FOOD IN THE F'ING HOUSE BECAUSE MY SISTER SPENDS ALL THAT F'ING MONEY ON POT AND CIGARETTE'S (knowing she has 2 kids at home, probably being watched BY ME), AND THEN IF THERE IS FOOD, SHE KEEPS IT IN THAT LITTLE F'ING FRIDGE SHE KEEPS IN HER F'ING ROOM!!!! *more heavy breathing, shaking on every exhale* Not to mention there ain't **** to do in Toledo. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KBell Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 Life has been pretty well for me as of late. I guess school is kinda streesful, what with me basically failing Spanish 2 right now. Pretty pissed about that. Other than that, I just became assistent Director of Reviews/Previews over at Pregaming.com and im pretty excited about that. I tried getting a job over at Best Buy when i had an interview with them about a week ago, but they haven't called me back. That's kind of a bummer. But nothing to complain about seriously on these boards Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sivy Posted October 30, 2003 Author Share Posted October 30, 2003 Originally posted by SamFisher BTW, Pad, why do only use italics? it's his 'thing' like mine is answering for other people Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mex Posted October 30, 2003 Share Posted October 30, 2003 Update : Well my life is going to be total pants until the 25th of December 2003, which is the birthdate of my new pc. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pad Posted October 31, 2003 Share Posted October 31, 2003 Originally posted by Siv it's his 'thing' like mine is answering for other people Let´s call it mine and siv´s disorder Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IG-64 Posted October 31, 2003 Share Posted October 31, 2003 right now its good, could be better but i got alot of good things ahead of me (matrix, christmas, halloween, various games, Return of the king, trip to london:eek: ) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ratmjedi Posted October 31, 2003 Share Posted October 31, 2003 Whoa when I opened this thread I thought it was new but it's almost a year old lol. Well my life is good right now and I can't complain. I am not dating anyone at the moment but I think I found my complete and perfect match for me. She is everything that I could ever want in a girl and it's like a match made in heaven. So we will date hopefully soon. I am starting orientation at a new job on monday that is paying decently and giving me enough hours to get a decent amount of $ each month so hopefully I can pay off my mom cause I owe her money and hopefully save up for a good down payment and get myself a brand new car. So life is running pretty good and I can't really complain. Stuff is just getting better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fernandotabet Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 well... happiness is getting used to it. nothing more, nothing less Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Cheat Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 my life is pretty good but life can always be happier Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hellfire Jedi Posted November 2, 2003 Share Posted November 2, 2003 I've felt complete crap lately. I feel like hurting myself, in horrible ways. I took a knife today and put it to my wrist, I didn't cut myself but I really was close to it. I've been extremly depressed lately, and no one to talk to. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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